Hi, I'm Amber.

Most people online know me as Camdelle.

I'm a creator, community builder, photographer, tabletop gaming professional, and lifelong nerd who believes the internet is at its best when it brings people together.Whether you've found me through Twitch, Doomlings, photography, or somewhere completely unexpected, I'm glad you're here.

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★ Streaming on Twitch
★ Rediscovering photography
★ Drinking far too much coffee & Coke Zero
★ Growing the Doomlings retailer community
★ Trying to spend more time outside with my kids
★ Working on rebuilding life one project at a time

about

Getting to Know Me

People often ask what I "do."The honest answer is... I make things.Sometimes that's helping independent game stores grow through my work with Doomlings.Sometimes it's building welcoming communities online.Sometimes it's photography, design, writing, spreadsheets that become far more elaborate than anyone intended, or spending hours perfecting a stream overlay because one pixel is bothering me.I've never been especially good at choosing just one creative outlet.Thankfully, I don't think I have to.

Things that make me ridiculously happy.

I've found that the best parts of life aren't usually the big moments - they're the little ones.Quiet mornings with coffee. Campfires with people I love. Cool weather. Fog rolling through the trees. Watching the stars. Taking photographs. Finding a new favorite game. Building something I'm proud of.Home with my kids, my husband, Luna and Cooper will always be my favorite place to be.I have an unapologetic love for the colors teal and purple, black coffee, chai tea, Flaming Hot Cheetos, Animal Fries, beignets, good music, documentaries, books, and anything that lets me learn something new.Most of all, I hope to always be known for kindness, curiosity, honesty, and leaving the people around me a little better than I found them.

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The Endlessly Co.

Creative Headquarters

Endlessly isn't just my LLC.It's the invisible string connecting nearly everything I've built over the last decade.What began as a photography business in 2012 gradually became something much larger - a home for creative work, design, photography, content production, streaming, community building, and whatever challenge happens to inspire me next.Today, Endlessly isn't defined by one profession.It's never been about doing one thing forever. It's about giving myself permission to keep learning, keep growing, and - above all else - never stop creating.Whether I'm helping local game stores succeed, building welcoming communities online, designing something new, or simply chasing an idea that won't leave me alone, Endlessly reminds me that creativity doesn't have to fit inside one box.Neither do I.

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SQUAD FIRST

Family Above Everything

No matter what I build, where I work, or what project I'm chasing, my family will always come first.My favorite title isn't creator, photographer, streamer, or retail partnerships manager.It's Mom.My kids are my greatest adventure, my biggest motivation, and the reason I try every day to become a little better than I was yesterday. I hope that one day they're proud of the life we're building together.A few years ago, our little family grew again when Dan became part of it. He's an incredible dad, my favorite creative partner, and the person I get to figure life out with. We often joke that we're just "doing life together." Sometimes that means building creative projects, sometimes it's tackling everyday chaos, and sometimes it's simply cheering each other on. I wouldn't have it any other way.They are, and always will be, my squad.

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WHY "CAMDELLE"?

The Story Behind the Name

People ask about my name fairly often.The short version is that both Amber and Cam are my name.I've been known online as Camdelle since 2004, when I created a Human Paladin in World of Warcraft. Like most character names, I never imagined it would follow me for more than two decades - but here we are.Over the years, Camdelle became the name behind my photography business, creative projects, gaming communities, content creation, and so many meaningful friendships. It gradually stopped feeling like a username and simply became... me.Twenty-two years later, it's the name thousands of conversations, friendships, projects, and memories have been built around.Most people who know me online just call me Cam. Some friends have known me for years without ever using my given name, while others have only ever known me as Amber. My husband met me as Cam long before he knew me as Amber, and somehow we've ended up using both ever since.At this point, I don't really think of them as separate identities. They're simply two names for the same person, each representing a different chapter of the same life.After twenty-two years, Cam isn't a nickname anymore. It's simply another name I've been lucky enough to answer to.

“The cosmos is within us. We are made of star-stuff. We are a way for the universe to know itself.”- Carl Sagan

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JOURNEY

Why I Continue to Share

MYCOSIS FUNGOIDES

[mai·coh·sis fun·goi·deez / fun·goydes]

In 2021, after nearly a decade of searching for answers, I was diagnosed with Mycosis Fungoides, a rare form of Cutaneous T-Cell Lymphoma (CTCL).Receiving that diagnosis was overwhelming, but it also brought something I hadn't had in years: answers. Finally understanding what I was facing gave me the ability to move forward with treatment, ask the right questions, and begin focusing on living instead of wondering.Today, I'm incredibly grateful to be doing well. While cancer will always be part of my story, it no longer defines who I am or how I choose to live my life.I've kept this page because I know how isolating a rare diagnosis can feel. I remember searching for information, personal stories, and even a little reassurance from someone who understood what I was going through. If sharing my own experience helps even one person feel a little less alone, then it's worth sharing.Below you'll find a collection of organizations, educational resources, & links that have been meaningful throughout my journey. Whether you're newly diagnosed, supporting someone you love, or simply curious to learn more, I hope you'll find something here that helps.

A Quick Note

I'm not a doctor or medical professional. Everything shared here comes from my own personal experience. If you ever have questions or simply need someone who's been there, who understands what you're feeling, and who's happy to listen, please don't hesitate to reach out.

Ko-Fi Blog

You can read about my experience with MF / CTCL in a blog post called "Grayscale" - plus a lot of other personal stories & anecdotes, on my Ko-Fi blog. I will be writing as often as time allows to try to document my journey, tell the story of my life, & hopefully help others.

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Contact

Let's Connect.

Thanks for stopping by.

Whether you're here because of Twitch, Doomlings, photography, or something completely unexpected, I'm always happy to meet new people.If you'd like to get in touch, send me a message below.

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